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Brazilian, 20. Film, folk, fashion and art.

I'm happy just because I found out: I am really no one

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11:35 PM

A few things:
  1. i’m home alone (father is at uruguay, sister in NY, brother at the beach) and I NEVER lock my door, but it’s really risky leaving the door to my apartment unlocked, so I started locking it . i got so drunk last night that my friends had to walk me down from the party to my friend’s shower. I woke up 6 am, with my glasses broken, my cellphone - my id - and the keys to my house in a friends purse, because i entered the pool, and she left with it, so I had to travel across the town to get it. 
  2. my mother accidentally killed one of her dogs, they had the road from the gate of her house to the parking lot / the front of the house rebuild, and it was the first time she was driving there since, the dogs (they are 6) were running around the car and not used to the new size of it, one of them got run over by the car. she is really depressed, crying a lot, so I came today to her house to give her some love <3
  3. all the sockets of my room are refusing to charge my computer, all other electronics work fine, but my charger won’t. it annoys me.
  4. here in brazil, we have this thing called “Carnaval”. Everyone loves it, each one for his own reasons. The regular people love it because it’s a huuuuge party, we have parades, with a lot of fancy costumes, well, google it, but you probably know of it, maybe it’s the only thing you know about here. getting to the point, that is not why I love it. I love it, first of all, because it’s a holiday. second, the city is EMPTY. I just love when the city is empty like this, even knowing that it gets more dangerous, but fuck it.
  5. i’m finally reading “extremely loud and incredibly close”. then I’ll read “looking for alaska”. this is good. 
  6. suddenly, a lot of band decided to come to brazil and I can’t afford to go to every gig that I want, cause over 70% of them are only in sao paulo, and going 5 times in 3 months are a lil over-budget. i’ll prob miss all them and be depressed later (morrissey, the kooks, the vaccines, manchester orchestra - foster the people - mgmt - arctic monkeys, bob dylan) (ok, bob dylan is coming to my town as well, but let me complain. i’m prob forgetting some, oh)

  7. I know, no one really cares about all this stuff, but I’m feeling lonely and wanted to write. 

3 months ago • 4 notes • February 18th
  1. vieux-os said: i care and i like to read stuff like this
  2. talktonight said: menino, esforça-te para ir ao show(s), pelo menos um deles!
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