And I’ve done it. I told to the right people what I always wanted to say, and it was a relief. I never felt better in my whole life, saying those things were so damn good, I’ll never be the same again. Those words were filling my guts and bouncing to come out sometime, and they came. Not as dramatic as how I suppose when I first tough about it, but it worked out better than I could ever imagine. From now on, I’ll just relate to people I really care and are really important to me, no more faking, not again.